WHY am I not asleep??? *cries*

Insomnia sucks. Yesterday was the longest day ever: early workout with the trainer, last minute work stuff, a million and two errands, a long drive to California. While we made good time on the drive, being stuck in the car for 6 hours with my grandmother is more than enough to stress me right the hell out. I'm tired. My head hurts. And I've been tossing and turning unable to sleep for HOURS. *cries more*

Tomorrow is the wedding that brought us all here. It should be fun to catch up with cousins that I only see every 10 years or so. Plus, you know, there's the open bar! \o/ What??? You don't think I would have endured that ride with my grandmother if I had to buy my own alcohol, do you?

(For the record: I love my grandmother, but NO ONE knows how to push my buttons more effectively than she does! I think it's an innate talent of all matriarchs. That free alcohol is actually my family's survival mechanism, as all three of the family matriarchs will be in attendance tomorrow. Gods (and booze) help us all!)

I'm really hoping there will be some sleep sometime soon, though. *watches clock*